for men had been sent to his side, a companion, a complement. made out of one of his rib; not from his skull to be praise, not from his feet for him to press, but from his rib, so close to the heart to be cared and loved.
I don't have much to say about my relationship. i don't have any to be called dead serious yet, at least for the time being. but, i am mcuh obliged to announce that, they were always looked after.
being a son of June, typically, we are at deep confusion, probably in the young age, to be understand about our affection towards the fairer sex. being a man, it is even more, because of our tendency to achieve what we dream for. it is simply, we are not that easy to understand when it comes to love. our June nature is all about complexity and mere perfection.
for me, it is even more complex. at a level, i am not very good in having conversation with the opposite sex. it is much difficult for me to get to think of what the heck i am going to start it with, not if there's nothing important. however, it is not the same thing, if they are to start. i could, just pause for a moment and listen to what they are going to say and just go with the flow. only then, it is not hard.
to keep it simple, its just like starting an old, classic car. it just need to be crank quite a while just to have it sparked. then, when it do, just let the growl and rumble gets your adrenaline rushing, then, that's where it gets you excited.but later, you had to let it go.
in recent years, there's only certain number of them, hurm... two, to be exact, that had me starting. those two might have given by God, the power to start me talking (or else, chatting) of what i do not really sought after before. it was just quite easy. maybe they had been given the 'key'? I don't know. tell me. it's magical.
one of them become quite close. shared bits of advices, here and there, while the other, coming quite late into the scene, had tremendous number of similarities to me, to my surprise, and also quite keen to become my window to what i had been missing in life, a lot.
however, there's only one left, while the other, with whom i had much similarities shared, up to my expectation, were lost in touch, due to very apparent reasons that only both of us could understand, or not.
but, i am glad both of them made me enlightened, that they are having the nature of the rib they said to be made of, a compliment and companion. they both told me about understanding how those two kind of human, one with nature of mars, and the other of venus, could live together and bonded by hearts, so that the world are not going to be as boring as figuring out why the moon haven't turned blue and square yet.
for this, i appreciates it much, as it is very much valuable to my future undertakings or relationship.
to those two, if you are somehow read this post, i hope that you understand that both of you are much appreciated. you know i am talking about you, don't you? i bet you do...
Thanks to both, and to the other one, hope that we'll meet again somewhere, somehow...
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