made out of a bent rib...

Salam Alaik.

for men had been sent to his side, a companion, a complement. made out of one of his rib; not from his skull to be praise, not from his feet for him to press, but from his rib, so close to the heart to be cared and loved.

I don't have much to say about my relationship. i don't have any to be called dead serious yet, at least for the time being. but, i am mcuh obliged to announce that, they were always looked after.

being a son of June, typically, we are at deep confusion, probably in the young age, to be understand about our affection towards the fairer sex. being a man, it is even more, because of our tendency to achieve what we dream for. it is simply, we are not that easy to understand when it comes to love. our June nature is all about complexity and mere perfection.

for me, it is even more complex. at a level, i am not very good in having conversation with the opposite sex. it is much difficult for me to get to think of what the heck i am going to start it with, not if there's nothing important. however, it is not the same thing, if they are to start. i could, just pause for a moment and listen to what they are going to say and just go with the flow. only then, it is not hard.

to keep it simple, its just like starting an old, classic car. it just need to be crank quite a while just to have it sparked. then, when it do, just let the growl and rumble gets your adrenaline rushing, then, that's where it gets you excited.but later, you had to let it go.

in recent years, there's only certain number of them, hurm... two, to be exact, that had me starting. those two might have given by God, the power to start me talking (or else, chatting) of what i do not really sought after before. it was just quite easy. maybe they had been given the 'key'? I don't know. tell me. it's magical.

one of them become quite close. shared bits of advices, here and there, while the other, coming quite late into the scene, had tremendous number of similarities to me, to my surprise, and also quite keen to become my window to what i had been missing in life, a lot.

however, there's only one left, while the other, with whom i had much similarities shared, up to my expectation, were lost in touch, due to very apparent reasons that only both of us could understand, or not.

but, i am glad both of them made me enlightened, that they are having the nature of the rib they said to be made of, a compliment and companion. they both told me about understanding how those two kind of human, one with nature of mars, and the other of venus, could live together and bonded by hearts, so that the world are not going to be as boring as figuring out why the moon haven't turned blue and square yet.

for this, i appreciates it much, as it is very much valuable to my future undertakings or relationship.

to those two, if you are somehow read this post, i hope that you understand that both of you are much appreciated. you know i am talking about you, don't you? i bet you do...

Thanks to both, and to the other one, hope that we'll meet again somewhere, somehow...

The Slumdog Millionaire

Salam Alaik...

Watched the movie, twice. Having torrent-downloaded it for only 2 days, I was very eager to know why this movie had it so much among movie-fans around the world. Low-budget, simple plotted movie, that could move your heart, I suppose.

The story told about two brothers and a female counterpart, being together in the cause of massacre of Muslim village in an unknown part of Mumbai, India. Can't help noticing that the said charachters are all muslims, by name, although the female one might be confused between being a Muslimat or else.

It shows, how confused some Muslims might be. For example, Salim, the elder brother, was shown performing prayer (although I am a bit confused about the Sujud he performed) and ask for repentance. This happen while he is working with long-time gangsters, involves killing people and prostitution. He was also found to say 'God is Great' at the end of his life on the tip of his betrayed colleagues.

Jamal, his younger brother whose also the hero of this movie, also being found in a very, very deep confusion in his own. He was searching for this Latika, the love of his life, and do everything in order to get her.

Latika, on the other hand, being missing many times in the plot, caught herself being manipulated by corrupted man and disturbed society. She was also not living a decent life a woman should.

All in all, the movie shown that, there's a world of confusion among Muslims on the earth. While they are suppose to be the caliph on this earth, they were attacked and end up being manipulated by corrupted world, brought far from the truth religion that seems to be called 'so-yesterday' by people with narrow-mind.

I was also made thinking, what differences the people depicted in the story had between Muslims in Malaysia? The question is answerable if you had sometime using your eyes, ears and those bloody oxygenated brain you had...